Monday, 22 June 2009
sometimes i really hate to accept the fact that i may never be as good as before, or even half of it. i remembered how i felt two years ago in June. full of anticipation of my poly basketball days. things nv went smoothly i guess. after i tore my ligament, something tells me that i'll nv be the same again. I read countless of articles online, watched dozens of videos of those athletes that eventually made it back, and those that gave up halfway. i went physio diligently every week in hope of recovery but after four more cases of my knee giving way i decided its time for me to go for surgery.
9 more months of agony and anticipation passed by as i sat on the bench and watched wrs doing pretty well in last year's youth cup, team np playing ivp, polite all that. honestly, the feeling suck balls. but you know what's worse, when friends and teammates kept assuring me that all i need is more time and my knee will be better and soon i'll be playing like before.
time, time, time. i had enough time. No progress so far and it's really pissing me off. i swear i'm going to make this 3 months happen. if not, i'll change my surname. i swear.
;let's party all night.
6/22/2009 02:13:00 PM
